It's the second time I've done this.
Counted how long we have left incorrectly
That is the worst feeling ever
Normally (when I'm not stressed about finals)
I'm good at staying positive
I say "OMG Only __ Month/weeks/days left!"
But the times that I realize I've been counting wrong...
Nothing can describe that moment of realization
My brain goes blank for a few seconds
And I can't really think of a coherent sentence
Strangely enough I loose all feeling in my hands
My heart starts beating painfully soft and fast at the same time
I feel crushed for a few moments, and then,
Just as fast as it started it stops
And the numb is back.