How is This Possible???

When I left Jonathan we had only 9 weeks to wait to see eachother

That's shorter than we've ever had to go 

 

In the 8 months that Curly has been gone

We've had to wait an average of 3 1/2 months between seeing each other 

It was my thought that going just 2 months and 1 week would be easy

It's the shortest we've ever had to go

But some how it feels like it's been the longest 

It has been dragging on and on, each week feeling more like two weeks

I don't know if it's because I was expecting it to go by fast

Or if I didn't register the fact that 9 weeks 

translates to more than 2 months, which isn't long, but isn't short either

I just feel like such a baby having this much trouble waiting this long

It scares me because after this July we'll have a little over 6 months

Maybe 7 depending on ticket prices and how things work out

I can't help but wonder, if I am having trouble dealing with this amount of time

What will the 6-7 months be like, and will I even be able last through it?

I get scared that I won't be strong enough to do so. 

But that's not what this blog is about. 

This blog is asking how the eff this length of time is lasting so long?!?!?!

I want him here

I want him right here
Hang outs and laughter and hugs and kisses

With all kinds of fun

And now

Don't care how

Want him here now

Don't care how 

Gimme him now!