So my big 2-1 is 9 days away
One of my friends asked me how I was celebrating
I told her I was going to Melting Pot in July with the fam
(We're waiting till July because I want to be with Curly when I celebrate)
She found it amazing that I'm not doing anything on the day
Or anything with my friends or a party
She asked why and I didn't really know what to tell her
The truth is that I just don't feel like celebrating
Not till Curly lands and is in my arms will I feel like having a celebration
Not to mention the fact that I can't afford to celebrate
100% of my money is going to having fun with Curly in July,
Other than rent, bills, and gas I'm not buying a thing
(I haven't gone grocery shopping in 4 weeks, and won't be going till he is here)
If I'm not spending my money on food,
There is no way I'm spending it on alcohol.
(trust me, as an ex-chunkster, I'd take food over alcohol any day)
Is this Birthday blasphemy??
Not atll! I know what you mean. And I'm with ya on the food over alcohol thing, I'd rather eat my calories than drink them
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